Wednesday, October 9, 2013

feeling much better

I guess, my feeling surpassed my better judgement. I finally confessed that I missed him. It feels good. But deep down in my heart, I am wondering if I made a mistake telling him that.

I should have self controlled. Not letting my guard down. But it was just too much to bear in silent.

Had a good chat. The situation is mutual. But we agreed to face the day ahead with enthusiasm. Actually, after I told him that I missed him, I had a second thought. What if saying such thing is not the right time, and not the right person?

Well, I know I have to face the music soon. Small voice in my head said he is not the one. And I should not start the love before the right time. And I have a feeling that this is not the right time.

But I did it anyway. :(

Indeed, women are complicated. Well at least me.

Lord, search my heart. And lead me to Your way. Not mine.

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