Friday, December 24, 2010

Sunday, December 19, 2010

tired..

am so tired but happy...
need a day to relax..but no time to lose. so bzy..lots of things to do. thanks God got time to update. writing keeps me on the ground. 30th dec is nearly coming. my result will be announced. Gosh! what will be the result..antara hidup dan mati ja sy rasa.. dpt continue study or tidak..hhuhuh..
baa..bnyak lg mo bt ni..nanti sambung lagi..
see ya next tyme..God bless..^^

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

update..

owh goshhhh..its been a while i didnt update my beloved blog..
after comin back to my sweet2 hometown..its hard to take time and sit for a while writing for new entry..anyway its raining now..am tired but happy..i went to Ranau Hot Spring today..with my beloved friends..and the most important thing is..i spend my time with happy moments..yay!
but still..i miss my room and my friends at college. i long to wake up early in the morning and went to class together..i think thats all for now..thanks God for everything...

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

last battle..

today is my second last paper..which is accounting.. and i had a problem to concentrate during the exam because i had stomach upset. well i eat fried noodle as my breakfast and i think my stomach upset is due to the teh ice..hha! serve me right!
well, i tried to attempt those question..but believe me,you could not waste any sec of ur answering time.
well at the end of the paper, i feel sad coz i think i could do more if i had enough time..well i guess everyone do had enough time. its just that maybe because i am slow in numbers?haha..
anyway, some of my class mate finish their exam today because they were not taking computer science.. which happen to be on next thursday. so cs will be my last battle for AUSMAT. hopefully i could do it. coz this year will be much more different then the previous year punya question..
have to read additional notes though. and some are confusing coz new tips and new format. huh..nevermind lorr...
okay laa..thats all from me today..
hows ur day today?hope everything goes well..ok la..take care all... God bless...^^

Saturday, November 13, 2010

falling in Love..:)

wow just now,on facebook..i am commenting on other people status.. i didn't know her, but i often see her updating her status..i think she's the most active now..LOL..no offense ok..maybe that is how she express her thought..we have freedom to express rite..:)
got this question from my fb friend..^^ here it goes..
she: Is it possible to fall in love so fast? 
me: possible..^^ i think fall in love might not be the most suitable words to describe..how bout..got crush so fast??hha!that wud be very possible..wat do u think??:)
she: haha,i think its very2 possible,lolx..do u ever experience about dat?i mean,fall in love so fast. 
me: hha!fall in love?ouch!>.< hhe..seriously r u asking me?hhe~ erm..i guess i do..huahua!

she: u mean u fall in love so fast?haha,hmm,i should believe dis..huhu.

me: do u believe at love first sight??i think u shud coz it really happens..but doesn't mean such love will owez have a hepy ending.. if u've been in love n 'was' in a rltnshp b4..dnt worry..its just another story in ur life..if another love story come to the doorstep of ur life,y not give it a try n open ur heart..^^>lols,i write toO much!<haha!

she: haha...i ever in a relationship be4..but it's possible 2 me to fall in love so fast,cz i ever hurt be4 dis..i'm afraid to fall in love again..huhu..lolx..why me so emo?wkwkkw

me: hha!its ok 2 be emo..sumtyme me toO wat..better to express than keep it insde..if not later u'll explode..hha!erm,just relax.if ure not ready,den its ok..evrything will epen perfectly on its own time..coz love will find the way..:)
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for me, LOVE is so sacred.. it is something that had a lot of interpretation..sometime its even hard to describe..even words and action can't..it is so powerful until the impact can be damaging or constructing.. Love can be motivating at a time but also can cause a traumatic experience for some people..
BREAK UPS..it is closely link to love.. there is a quote saying that if U FALL IN LOVE,BE READY FOR BROKEN HEART..
most people fantasized a romeo and Juliet love story.. love at first sight, head over heels in love..etc..etc.. its what everyone hoped and dream for..
some even feel sad or insecure if they don't have couples.. worried about the future and keep worrying if nobody will ever fall in love for them, some are eager to find their true love, and some even wanted to hide themselves and shut their life from falling in love..what is that all about??

why be afraid of falling in love? believe me,when the time comes,you couldn't do anything about it..is that what u afraid off??u're afraid of losing ur self..all the sensibility that u had before?  
i know the feeling,it makes u feel sick.. but if we never try it, we'll never learn,, its how we grow up..and couples,even if u had a fight,don't blame each other,be open and have a heart of accepting and forgiving.. even though the relationship didn't last 4ever,and u had a breakup,take the good things and learn from the bad things..if u fail in relationship,doesn't mean that u r a looser..actually u r brave enuf to let go and dats good.. just take it as a lesson in ur life.. 
and if u think dat u wanna fight for ur love and wish too end with marriage, if u had a heart for it, and u sincerely want to keep the relationship, surrender everything in God's hand..and u will be blessed.. u will hve the courage to fight till the end..
for those who still searching and waiting, and those who want to feel how it is to fall in love..be patience..if u believe that everything will happen perfectly on its own time.. u'll see that it is far more better than u imagine.. just wait..and along the waiting time..keep praying in God..even though ure young or old, in God, there is nothing toO early and toO late.. don't keep demanding God. u want this u want that. u have to have faith and let God do the rest for u. besides God will give u exactly someone who you need rather that what u want. coz God knows u more than we think we know about our self.. and His gift is better than what we asked for.

be ready for Love...wen the time comes,open ur heart and appreciate it..
if u 'was' in a relationship,don't worry,it will be better in time. God will heal ur wounded heart. be strong in Him..
if u're in love..:) well,give thanks with a grateful heart,and the best way to make sure ur relationship goes well, invite God to go along with ur couples,ask Him to take care of ur relationship. When God bless both of u, He'll keep His promise, that.."they no longer two,but become one"

God bless!!:)



in life there are things that we couldn't erase..something that we couldn't forget..but we're trying so hard to forget about it..and stop thinking about it..
memories..things that happen in the past..and often we couldn't disengaged ourself from it.. because past and future links together...



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Friday, November 12, 2010

life is like economics. economy goes through good times and bad times. because everyone of us participating in the economy,we all need an understanding of the causes and consequences. we as the participants should know what is happening around us..

i saw baby bird on the road today...

as i walk alone from college to my house this evening..i didn't feel tired at all even though the journey take almost 20mins..the weather is so nice and it is not that hot like usual..maybe God knows i am going to walk back tis evening..thanks God!
do you know what happen today? today i go to college alone.. my other friend is not coming..but fortunately..my other friends from other student house join me..yay!i got friends.
another thing is..i like my journey today..i enjoy my walks because i ca think! and guess what.. i saw baby bird on the road chirping loudly as i walk by under a big tree.. i guess the baby bird is learning to fly but fall from the nest. at first i want to leave it alone but suddenly the mama bird fly above my head..i think mama bird thought that i was going to harm her baby. well,she stopped me. so i go back to baby bird and take it on my palm..she's small..owh..how should i know its a baby girl or baby boy? baby bird is sooo cute!
so i take baby bird and put it on the road side..at least the baby bird is not on the road. if not for sure the drivers wont see baby bird who helplessly still couldn't fly. i guess baby bird is terribly confused and afraid right now.

i think mama bird could take care of her baby. i really hope so. i tried to find their nest but i couldn't see it. maybe it is high up on the tree.. if i saw it,maybe i could climb the tree but when i see the looks from the people at the neighborhood..i don't want them to be suspicious about me. especially a girl who climb a tree. of coz i wouldn't let it happen. so i left the baby bird under the tree and continue my walks.

hrm,this incident reminds me of my mom. i don.t know why. maybe because it happens that i saw mama bird and her baby.. baby bird is helplessly still finding its way to fly its wings while mama bird is worried baby bird will be stuck down on the road. anytime the wild cats could catch her baby and eat it alive!!
owh God! i hope God will take care of the baby bird..

well,here i am in my room writing for the new entry. today my story is about baby bird and mama bird. i think my mom would be in the same situation like mama bird if something happen to me. she must be worried. that is why i myself have to take care of my self especially we were miles apart.. and i do hope mum will not worried about me much as i will take care of my self. beside i am learning to be an independent person...:)
well i think that is the end of my story today..until next time.daaa~~^^

under construction..

i am re-doing my blog for now..i revert it to classic template for a while..i want to upgrade it but seems to be no particular nice template for my blog rite now..
this one is ok for now..simple.. and its pink!! omG!!i didn't know pink had soft spot on me..last time i do like pink but pink wud be my third or 4th choice but today it become my first!!wahaha...
new things for me..LOL..

p/s its black now...huu~

Five Main Causes Of Stress..reading..

most of us lived in a stressed life..sometime we didnt know why we feel upset quickly and often snap at people..especially if we're tired.. and often it makes us feel sad..here are some research about stress...
for me,if we know the core problem,it will be easir to solve..thus we could have a free stress life..have more enjoyable day and become happier person.. 
this is what i got from my reading..:

Stress is the reason for two thirds of the total visits to the Physician. It is also the leading cause of the coronary artery diseases, cancer, accidents and respiratory diseases besides some others.

Stress aggravates following illnesses: Hypertension, insomnia, diabetes, herpes, multiple sclerosis, etc. Besides, stress that continues for long periods of time can lead to: poor concentration, irritability, anger, and poor judgment.

Stress leads to marriage breakups, family fights, road rage, suicides and violence.

What are the biggest causes of present day stress, and how do these lead to such high levels of tension?

From the studies conducted by Holmes and Rahe, and also other studies that have been conducted from time to time, it seems that following are the biggest causes of present day stress levels in modern societies:

1. Financial Problems – This is the number one source of stress these days. You and your family are not be able to do what you want to due to lack of money. Debts are piling up. Credit Card payments, pending mortgage installments, rising costs of education, mounting expenditure on health concerns. Financial matters top the list of stressors.
2. Workplace Stress –You may be worried about your next promotion. You might be facing the negative or bullying behavior of your boss. You might not be reaching your well-deserved career goals; you might be worried due to office politics. You might be stressed about some major change that is taking place in the organization, or, you might be under stress because of the prospect of losing your job.
3. Personal Relationships – Studies of children, attitude of relatives, arguments with spouse or children, change of place due to requirements of your job, illness of a family member, moving in of parents or moving out of elder children are all main causes of stress.
4. Health – Heart diseases, hypertension, problems with eye sight and sugar afflict many people becoming a major cause of life stress for them. Maintaining good health, reducing weight, increasing weight, being able to lead a healthy life-style: all of these and a few more are the main causes of stress due to health concerns.
5. Irritants –annoyances and irritations that you encounter in your daily lives which go on to become biggest sources of stress for you. Problems in commuting to workplace, balance of work and family life, PTMs at children’s schools, workload, visit to doctor, not enough sleep, no time to relax, no time to discuss some nagging problems – who is not aware of these stresses and strains of our lives? You fight with them every day.

so.. Develop resilience and never let stress get you down.
and yes,there are actually lots of way that we could do to avoid from a stressed life..we should savour the day..no stress lead to a better living..^^

Sunday, October 17, 2010

GrOWinG uP..^^



~ If growing up is the process of creating ideas and dreams about what life should be, then maturity is letting go again. ~ 
One of my biggest fear as i grow up is growing up... so many things had changed..my self, people around me, changing events, surprises, and i guess..yes...life is a mystery for i don't know about the future and what lies ahead..

i still remember,when i was still in primary school..i want to grow up faster..because i don't like people who is years older than me telling me things, showing that they know better than me..and acting like they know everything and i know nothing..
at that time, i was so mad at those people..for me it is unfair..i'm being discriminated because of my age..heyy..i am young but doesn't mean i know nothing..doesn't mean i don't have anything to say, doesn't mean i don't have my own thoughts..sometimes i thought that my opinion is not that bad after all...why don't people appreciate my opinion? sometimes young people's give new idea n a fresher perspective about things happen around them!
scolding me will not make things better, it will just worsen it more..there is one time that i want to tell them to SHUT UP and LISTEN!i have my own thoughts and i want u to know!
FORTUNATELY..my parents did tells me things i don't know..millions thanks to them for explaining things to me..they share a lot of story with me..I LOVE STORY! what a wonderful life i had back then..i still remember before going to bed,my father used to tell me bed time story..MANJA?me?? no la..hhe.. i just like to hear story thats all..what story?well my father like to tell me lots of animal story..back then..they become my fantasy..He told me about the story of birds,grasshopper,monkey,lion,snake,frog,tortoise and a lot more..each of them have their own characters..the bad and the good,hero and enemies..my dad used to put values in his story..
for me..mY DAD is the greatest story teller ever in my life..
through his story, i learned many moral values..and he always stress his points which is RESPECT YOUR PARENTS,and always be good to others..his story shape my value and characters..
other than story about animals,my dad used to tell me about my ancestor..the surprisings story which most of my siblings didn't knows..as he tell me those story, i learned to respect my culture and my ancestor..i learned where i belong...

my DAD is my hero..=)
as for my mom,she's good at giving advices and lots of them are based on her own life story..my Mom knows me best..she knows i am easy to feel sorry and empathy..i am PROUD of my mother..she had a good heart and i love her so much!

my mom is pretty,but as i grow up,she's growing old toO..same goes to my dad..when he was young,he was handsome in his pictures..and there are times when i look at my dad..when he sit at our living rooms,reading newspaper, or doing some chores..i will say to my mom.."Mom..when i grow up and ready to have relationship..i want to have a boyfriend like dad"..my mom will laugh..and my father will stay silent..showing no response..hha! but dad...i know behind the newspaper, you was smiling..:)

i do a lot of mistakes..and i admit that..i am a stubborn child when i was young..my parents always get angry because of me..punishment come and i will cry and cry till my face got swollen..hhe!what a day!
but every time, after they punish me, they will come to me and tell me why they punish me,and why what i've done is wrong.. they make me understand..and because of that everytime i make mistake and they punish me..i wont get angry because i understand it is my fault..

i RESPECT them for that..through understanding i know better and learn better..

during my secondary school..i think that it was the toughest time in my life..like people owez said..teenager are experiencing identity conflict.. my teenage time is the journey of searching of who i am..untill today i am still searching for who i am..

sometimes it is hard especially when it comes to study and my social life..'friends'.. i make new friends..they come and go..changing from one place to another..facing new experience and obstacles, possibility and success and also failure..i am a human being and i accept that..world is full of uncertainty and i know that i have to go through everything with open heart and mind.. sometimes my heart wants to rebel and wants to break free from all the confusion i felt..
but I AM GLAD for i've found my SAVIOUR..Christ Jesus! i am saved and i have a new life! my life changed!Thanks GOD!
many things had happened in my life..and i am sure that same goes to everyone.. today..my mom calls me..i am so happy..i miss her so much..
and today she told me that my eldest bro wants to get married at the end of this year!waaah!! i'am glad..but what comes to my mind scared me..

i'm getting older!!yess thats the truth..i am growing up! when i look back at those years i've gone through..waa..so many things had happened in my life..but still...my future are still waiting for me..and again..i still need to move on and just experience this life...
after all..growing up is not bad at all..its just the numbers of years i've lived.. i just have to live this life and just move on..life is a journey..full of changing events and uncertainty..  i've learned that as long as i LIVED with my GOD i don't have to be afraid of anything...For God will sustained me..i will run to the ends and keep my faith in HIM..=) 

Saturday, October 9, 2010

more reading..Who move my cheese?

"Life is no straight and easy corridor along which we travel free and unhampered, but a maze of passages, through which we must seek our way, lost and confused, now and again checked in a blind alley.

But always if we have faith God will open a door for us not perhaps one that we ourselves would ever have thought of but one that will ultimately prove good for us"
                                                                                                                                       A.J Cronin

i read this book four years ago,and didn't mind if i read it again and again. perhaps change is the hardest things to do.yet its the one which we always need and always happen in our life...like it or not..

sometime i thought that,after i read i could have some inspiration to change..for the better..yes of course..isn't that is the reason we like to reads inspirational books?so that we could learn something and try to adapt them in our life? but we always forgot one fundamental thing..which is..to take action... 
we read..and we keep them in our mind..but we didn't take action..


what Ken Blanchard,San Diego, California said about this book:
"Who Moved My Cheese? " is a story about change that takes place in a Maze where four amusing characters look for "Cheese" -- cheese being a metaphor for what we want to have in life, whether it is a job, a relationship, money, a big house, freedom, health, recognition, spiritual peace, or even an activity like jogging or golf.Each of us has our own idea of what Cheese is, and we pursue it because we believe it makes us happy. If we get it, we often become attached to it. And if we lose it, or it's taken away, it can be traumatic.The "Maze" in the story represents where you spend time looking for what you want. It can be the organization you work in, the community you live in, or the relationships you have in your life.

The Handwriting On The Wall
Change happens
They keep moving the cheese
Anticipate change
Get ready for the cheese to move
Monitor change
Smell the cheese often so you know when it is getting old
Adapt to change quickly
The quicker you let go of old cheese, the sooner you can enjoy new cheese
Change
Move with the cheese
Enjoy change
Savior the adventure and enjoy the taste of new cheese!
Be ready to change quickly and enjoy it again
They keep moving the cheese

Move With the Cheese and enjoy it!
The end… or is it a new beginning?

The Story of WHO MOVED MY CHEESE?
Having Cheese Makes You Happy
The More Important Your Cheese Is To You The More You Want To Hold Onto It
If You Do Not Change, You Can Become Extinct
What would you do if you weren't afraid?
Smell Your Cheese Often So You Know When It Is Getting Old
Movement In A New Direction Helps You Find A New Cheese.
When You Move Beyond You Fear, You Feel Free
Imagining Myself Enjoying The Cheese,Even Before I Find It, Lead Me To It
The quick you let go of old cheese,the sooner you find new cheese
It Is Safer To Search In The Maze Than Remain In A Cheese less Station
Old Beliefs Do Not Lead You To The New Cheese
When You See That You Can Find New Cheese,You Change Course
Noticing Small Change Early Helps Adapt To Bigger Change That Are To Come

p/s: Enjoy reading the book..^^

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

quote for the day:

 

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

 

 

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.


"Eleven Hints for Life"
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

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Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

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Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, 
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, 
When the funds are low and the debts are high 
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, 
When care is pressing you down a bit, 
Rest if you must, but don't you quit. 
Life is queer with its twists and turns, 
As every one of us sometimes learns, 
And many a failure turns about 
When he might have won had he stuck it out; 
Don't give up though the pace seems slow-- 
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

 

computer science mode...


As tech continues to advance, computer had become one part of my everyday life. At college we learn about computer literacy which involves learning current knowledge and understanding of computer and its uses..
There are many advantages of using computer in terms of speed, reliability, consistency, storage and communication..however,there are also disadvantage of this technology which are related to health risk, violation of privacy, public safety, harm to environment and also affect the labour force..




have you ever think about this? we do know,but sometimes we never think about this deeply rite?

here it goes..
what i want to highlight here is about two behavioral health risk which are: computer addiction and technology overload..
most of us enjoy the benefit of computer. however there are people who overloaded with technology. They often feel uncomfortable when they cannot use internet or a cell phone for even a short period of time.




Well i admit... me too are included..haha!
and the thing is..wat i do to train my self not to bcome too addicted to mobile phones and internet is to put my laptop away for several days..not on9 and stop my online social networking activity..well at least for a while..
handphone?owh no..i think hp had bcme one of the most important thing to have nowadays..but depending toO much at it is not good..so sumtyme i left it at home..(eventhough most of the time i forgot my hp..haha!)



however everything depends on our own choice..but we should sumtyme think about it..because the truth is always true..^^



got this from my fren..mr.raphael..

sory fren,i posted it here..its just that i'm touched with it..so hopefully,anyone who read this will understand..why i posted it here..nyway thanks to u fren..^^

The greatest irony of love


Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.

For some, they think that letting go is one way
Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.

Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.

We always fall in love with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.

You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.

There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.

Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

"hilang sudah cinta di hati saya...."

hari ini 1 SEPT 2010..
Dia cakap dia tidak mau saya sudah..cinta di hati dia untuk saya sudah hilang.......h.i.l.a.n.g..
 you're breaking my heart again and again..

BrOkEN HeArT ... 






Saturday, August 28, 2010

HARI INI...TODAY..THIS DAY..


"Forsake not an old friend; for the new is not comparable to him: a new friend is as new wine; when it is old, thou shall drink it with pleasure."

"Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful.."




Today..
when i think back about the memory with u all..is like flipping back my old diary..
this day
will not be the same when i am with u all..
the day is so different without u by myside..
no longer i hear ur laugh that marks a smile on my face AND thousands of memorable moments....

Hari ini..
bila ingat balik masa tyme dgn kawan2 Geng Karas..:)..waa...rindu betulll....
lma sda tdk spend tyme 2gther dgn kmu suma...
dlu..bila sy bgun..msti muka yg pertama sy nmpak kmu suma..if not one of u..
d koridor la..d toilet la..dpn pintu la..d stor la..d mana2 la..hahaha~
lucu kan time2 tu..

this day..
teda suda dpt jumpa kmu ari2 mcm selalu..
jalan sama2 turun,p jemur kain,breakfast,jalan p blok acdemic..then p kelas msing2..then hbs skul,p maman tgh hri..then bgi2 mknan..:)
yg stu kci hbs mknan,yg stu bg mknan..
then p klas..smbung bt omwork..then ptang kita do sport lg sma2..ingt tyme ptng2 kita p tasik??jogs and dance..netball and footbal..volley and basketball..hockey and badminton...

then kita naik..makan,mandi,,
then p prep..study lagiii..~then mlam balik..supper dupper then go to blik msing2..tdur...
then..
bila suda morning...suma tu berulang..

we see the sunrise together..
see the sunset together..
run in the rain together..
and sweat together under the sun...

if one feel the pain..the other will also feel the same..
if one of us feel unhappy..then the other will cheer her up..

pling best..sepa ada probs..kita ada satu untuk semua..semua untuk satu..ble sharing..
dr personal sampai la hal2 study..:)
semua kita different..tp kita cherish the difference..
to be frank...i miss ur truthful comments..u show me the truth about my self..and to see things in better perspective..
kalo sy npak hitam i2 putih..den u'll make me c that it is black..den wen i see in the dark..u show me the bright side..

love u for that..

kalo sy sakit..msti ada yg pi jaga....
u're like my mom and my sister,, u are my family..:)

klau mo tau..kmu la yg slalu bt sa brsmngt pagi2..kmu ni mcm charger..bila battry sy habis..kmu cas..hehe~
sbap dpt ktwa2 jumpa kmu...org bilang start ur day with a smile..sy bukan smile lgi..mmng ktawa sma kmu..untill the rest of the day is wonderful..even the crying part become our best joke..best kan..

T.A.P.I............

hari ni..teda suda mcmtu..:(

hari ini..sa blajar sendiri..
hari ini sy ketawa sendiri..
hari ini sy makan sendiri..
hari ini sa tidur sendiri..
hari ini sy bagun sendiri..
hari ini sy jalan sendiri..
hari ini sy mandi sendiri..


dan.....hari ini sy menangis sendiri..

walaupun tidak semuanya indah....itulah kawan..yg snggup share susah senang dgn sy..
words cant describe u all...and for those things we've been thru and wat we've learn..


hari ini...
bla ingt tahun2 yg sda berlalu...rupa2nya..msa2 yg sa ada sma2 kmu..teach me alot of things..
everything start from a short and simple word yet got VERY BIG AND DEEP MEANING..

L.O.V.E   C.I.N.T.A   S.A.Y.A.N.G   C.A.R.E   

U R MY TREASURE..
i call u

F.R.I.E.N.D.S      and      S.I.S.T.E.R

Thank u aa...
untuk semua...
sa sayang kamu...

EVRYTHING THAT HAPPENS...semua ajar sy untuk mnghargai segala sesuatu yg sy ada..
THE DAY WE PRAY.. i ask God to blessed this friendship..and i know..God is with us..
from our friendship..i grow in my faith,as we learn bout Him more..
i ask God to teach me bout love..and i learn love with u all..

Everything is not a coincidence..but God's will...isn't that beautiful..:)

as iga always said...we may be far from each other,years ahead nobody knows wat will happen..we might found new friends..have own boyfren,busy with study,works and family..even with other commitments...but I do hope..all of us will remember this friendship..

this i pray will always stay to be like this..we'll grow and somehow change to be someone..but always remember..this friendship will owez stay..

do enjoy ur life..but always remember who we are..stick to our faith..
and let us pray for each other..and draw closer to our Father..who take care of us..

eventhough we're not going thru our student life together anymore..
but we'll face the world as sombody in the future..
u and i...we'll grow to be independent,have our own life and family..
and we'll grow old..
the life will lead us to different paths..
but at the end..i hope that we'll meet again..

in the mean time..
cheer up!!!! if anything happens in ur life lately that makes u down..
get up!! we still have to face the day...
if God is with us..there is nothing to be afraid of..

Today we are engaged in a deadly global struggle for those who would intimidate, torture, and murder people for exercising the most basic freedoms. If we are to win this struggle and spread those freedoms, we must keep our own moral compass pointed in a true direction.

"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up."

thanks again my dear friends..
my cur_rush fren..do spread the love we learn..create another friendship..like we used to have..
its good to have many friends...but it will be better if we could also touch their life..:) like u used to touch my life in many ways..

lots of love from me to u..
God bless u all....

dedicated to:
Sofia@Sophie
Iganatia@Iga
EllyeOrnella@Onell
FrecyllaMay@May
Ratty@Taty
Claressa@Ray
SyvaHednella@Cyva
Elyana@Gly
Jenefer@Jen
Nancy@Ncy

Love you all!!!!!!!(^_^)

picer i like...^^


Time is running out????

siapa suka pakai jam???
hee~saya suka...sbp tiap msa ble tgk masa..huu..susah o kalo teda jam...tia taw jam brapa...dr dulu mmng suka..
kalo tyme exam..na..Jam la antara yg terpenting...
tapi satu habit sy yg nda baik..kalo tyme exam tu..kasi panic diri sendri..sbab blik2 tgk jam..hayaaa....hehe
pa ble bt la...mmng tkut hbs msa @nda sempat..betul kannn???jgan kmu... suma cikgu2 kita sedar ba tu....lecturer sy sendri ckp...student lebih kerap tgk jam drpd paper exam..kannnn...hehe..

anyway..kita msti pandai guna msa sebaiknya..especially tyme exam..sy pun msih dlm memperbaiki dri sendiri ni...
dan juga time management kita untuk study or buat hal2 yg lain..
yuhh..suma org ckp kan nda cukup msa..sedangkan masa kita sebenarnya lebih dari ckup..
semua org ada 24hours...
dan mmng dlm sehari 24 hours kan....
so mustahil tdk ckup msa...
alasan yg slalu bpa sy marah kalo sa ckp mcm tu ma dia..c bpa nda suka tu kami last minit...tp tuuulaa...kdg2 last minit juga...kan...

nda pa la..kita bljr dr kcilapan dri and trus try tuk perbaiki arr..
jangan lg jam lanat..kc tepat2 tu msa..pa lagi kalo ada janji..:)

ba..ni ja la kali ni..k..tata..penat da sy edit blog sy...to be continued next tyme kalo sy nda malas arrr..
tgk bhasa pun baku suda..hehe...
be blessed..have a nice day..:))