Thursday, June 16, 2011

Let me tell u a story about a girl..feel free to read..^^

Long time ago, there was a girl..who devoted her life to God and love her family very much. Always..she wanted to do her best so ppls around her will be happy. She love to love others..and love to be loved. God is love and she loved God very much,thus..she wanted to love everything that God had loved.

One day, she met a man who soon she fall in love with. She’s terribly scared when she realized her true feeling coz everything is not right everytime she look at him. She feels like there’s butterflies in her stomach, she feels like melting when he gave her the ‘look’..and she seems to lost her speech and her thought seems to drift away.. it is a wonderful feeling though but it made her felt insecure coz she always tot that she could control her feeling and emotion..It feels wrong but somehow it feels alright for her to love him.

As years passed, the love grows in her heart like a seed into a blooming flower. its beautiful..She cannot lied to her own heart nymore coz she do love this man very much. There were so many things that had happened between them, which brought them till tis day but amazingly she manage to go thru evrythng evnthough she faced a lot of heart wrenching moments..

She found out that everything she had gone thru with him had taught her so many things about life. Evrytime they had a fight, it makes her draw closer to God as she don’t have nobdy except God. Everytime she missed him till her heart ache, evrytime she wanted so much to say how much she love and care 4him, there’s only one way she could think of..she will kneel down and cries,pouring her heart and pray that God will take care of her beloved ones, her friends and her families.

Now she had traveled to another city doing wat life had made her to choose. evnthough they were miles apart,her love for him is true. She was totally scared to see what the future holds, scared that she wouldn’t make it..but somehow thinking of him gave her strength to move on one step forward..she wants to do it not only for herself but to her beloved family and to her loved ones..and most importantly..she believe that its God’s will.. She do learns a lot, she knows that life is not an easy journey, but to live thru God’s will, she’ll have faith. She may do wrongs sumtime, coz nobody’s perfect, but she did learn from her mistakes.

Now she was not afraid to love him. But it was just the matter of time and the commitment that laid between both of them. Maybe they need times and spaces. Problems do happen and she was trying so hard to hold on. She was confused. between to love and be loved. too hurt to know he's hurt, and too hurt to love him that much and too hurt for the things that have been said. she knows that it's a sin to love him that much but she just can't help it. love is so powerful..its God's greatest grace. 

She understands him well and prayed the best 4 him. If to let him go is the best choice to make him happy, she’s willing to do so even though she’ll sacrifice her heart and the overwhelming love she had for him. She could be insane to lose him but as she had faith in God..she wanted nothing except to do wat God pleases. 

now that she had confessed her feeling, she's afraid that love could also destroyed her. she had love him innocently and sincerely.. but will their love survived next time?when her love was doubted by him..will she believe him after what had happened?coz now she doubt that its not love between them but only the feeling of wanting to know that someone love them..she always believe b4 but now..after what had happened..it's hard to decide and to think..did he knows that she was crying,trying so hard to fix her broken heart..?will the man she love help her to fix it back?..will love heal the wounds that bleed everytime she put her hands close to her heart..? 

She knows that she’s an ordinary person and wanted nothing but peace and love..she was left without too many choices..she wouldn’t want to hurt anybody..except to love..just love..

forgiveness is always in her heart..and she's always more than willing to give it..

It’s life after all. and life moves on. God’s love is agape and praised the Lord he had died on the cross to save me, u and others for the sins we did in the past, present and future. And its all because of love. Always remember that God’s plan is always wonderful to each and everyone of us. 
Happy comin Easter Day. Selamat melayani. Playanan adlh 1 ibdah yg mrni d hdpn Tuhan. jdilah anak yg baik..Sy sda mrelakan semua yg trjadi. Jgn rsa mnyesal atau rasa bersalah. Let bygone be bygone. Hidup prlu diteruskan. There’s more in life..and always rely to God in everything we do..

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