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Hey ya'll...

I just can't help my self to write about this. So before i forget about it, i'm going to write it down.

This year i would like to allow myself to love myself more. Meaning that, I am going to take care of myself more. I know, I've gained 5kilos since I came here, and apparently I become more and more discouraged to do exercise or even simple workout. Except working and walking to uni. That's the only activities that keeps me mobile and active. 

So this summer would be purr-fect to shed the kilos I've gained. So the plan is..to lose those 5kilos and again, try to reach my ideal weight.

I admit, I am very conscious about my appearance. Especially my body weight. Although my BMI is still normal, those kilos I've gained makes me feel tired so easily. So, i guess, that is the first indication of unhealthy body. Not because I am obsessed to get thin, but I wanted to feel healthy and active. Plus, I am a student, so I need healthy body so I could perform better in study. 

Just like when I was in highschool. I am a sport student. And it proves to me that, being active in sports does not mean that one could not have excellent academic. Its just matter of time management, and positive motivation. As saying goes, if there is a will, there is a way! Indeed its true. Well, at least, it applies in my case.

My current weight is 51kilos, and my ideal weight is 44kilos. So the total i wish to lose is 7kilos. It looks big to me! I know it will be hard for me, but I'll try my very best!

-I'll drink plenty of water.

-Exercise regularly

-And of course, healthy diet.

Another thing is, this year..i would like to allow myself to love other people more, to be attentive when i need to, speak less but listen more. I know, some people just need a little bit of our attention. I learned about it at the end of 2012, and i would like to be reminded about it again and again. Above all, i want to love God more.  2012 is the year where most of the time, i tried to pursue things that i thought more easier to get. And although i succeeded to pursue some of them, I tend to forget, to whom, I could actually rely on, and what exactly I really wanted to pursue. It is my relationship with God.

As I sat on my bed on 1st Jan 2013, at 12.20am..I kind of miss my family back home because I know, every new year, we will gather at church and celebrate new year together. So, I pray to God, just like what i did every year. That morning, it hit me that, I am getting older each year, and so far, where is the position of my life? At that point I know what exactly I want in my life.

And it is so refreshing to be reminded that God is with me all the time, and each challenges i face, I know where I could turn to, when things got so out of my hands. God is my hope. And I thank God. So, in New Year I start fresh with new spirit! :)

So, until then! Let's begin this new journey! ^^

SpeaksLouder!