if only..
if only...
if only you know..
> hri ni sy dpt bt x-ray ja..thousand of my cell died..in just one xray..
huuu..hopefully the visa still approve...x mo buat two times..
> today..sedih..i'm soO sensitives today..if only you know..
i've done wat u said..so don't ask me back why i did it..coz u got the answer..
> sedih sbp sy kna mara..beli tiket pulang balik..how do i know..that is why i ask..
sometime i dont know what to do..that is why i ask for an opinion..u expect me to know everything and become toO independent. i know later i will have to depend on my self. but for the time beings when i am still with you all..please help me..i'm helpless...couldn't you understand?
> rasa sedihh ja sy rsa ni..if only i know this would be hard..sy pun dr awal will not apply and hoping toO much study jauh2..what is the point klu i didn't get full support?
kdg2 sy sedih..sy sedar..very clearly yang as a child i depends on ibu bpa.. mcm klu perlu duit..msti minta parents..sbp belum brduit kan..sy sedar..sngat lah..that is why..klu boleh...sy x mo menyusahkan..but what to do..sy pun xda duit n from where i could get money?
terpaksa juga sya menyusahkan...one day..klu Tuhan bgi peluang..semua tu I would like to repay you back..all your sacrifices..for us..
as i grow up..i realise..
when i realize..i am scared..
takut mo menyusahkan..
but i'm looking forward to do my part..my responsibility...
> tp sy percaya..every child tu ada berkat masing2..
and jgn bersandar dengan apa yg kita ada..
tapi bersandar kepada pemberi berkat..
so apa yg telah sy buat hari ini..klu salah..sy minta maaf..
my mistake klu pilihan sy salah..
so i leave it on God's hand..
ada hal yang luar kemampuan saya..luar dari apa yg boleh sy handle..
whatever happens tomorrow..i will not regret..because i already surrendered to God..
amen..
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