able to move on, and give thanks

thanks God,
i may not be able to join the Ministry Youth Camp- MYC
i don't know what is Your plan for me. but i'll always put my faith on You.
i know i still got chance to get into fellowship with them on other occasion. maybe during the bible study at uni.
i'm so gonna join the MYC next year. :)

i also learn today that it is ok if i don't get everything i want. i usually wanted many things. i am not a demanding person but sometime i wish i had many things. but i realised that i may not get everything i wanted. that is the truth that i usually hard to accept, the truth that i always afraid to admit.
"God give me everything i needed instead of everything i wanted"
that is what i define everything had its own reason.

and i learn to confess my mistake. i did. and i am glad i did confess my mistake. and i am ashamed of it. and i'll try to change things i can. and the rest is up to God. i have limits that i can't do by my own.
"i can do everything in God who strengthen me"
is what i should always do.

and now i am able to move on.
"one step at time"
i know i can't do it without God who walk beside me all the time.
i know, it is never enough if we are trying to seek others acceptance and attention. but we will always feel contented if we really seek the Kingdom of God. for the water of life He has offered to us will never stop flowing.

thanks God.
i want to be a beautiful person in Your eyes.
i want to live a life of love.
and continuously lived filled with Your spirit.