luahan hati..

Gud morning !

ok..sempat lagi saya update blog. hari ni, x tau dpt pgi cuc or not..sebap ada invitation dr kawan ada housewarming..

ok,luahan hati. berani juga sy meluah di sinI kan. tp x apa la. saja mau share dgn readers. 

hm..i got a FREN..skrg bila sy sudah dsini, the only medium yg reliable untuk b'contact adalah through fb. but due to a few things that happened before, sy x berani lagi pegi comment2 d wall/status dia. lagipun dia pernah ckp dgn sy jangan lagi post d wall dia...:(( sedih kan kalau ada org cakap macam tu sama kita..? trus semangat sy macam hilang ni. walaupun ada masa saya mau betul tu komen2 ka or just drop a words,simply by saying hi pun cukupla. tapi semua tu macam mustahil suda ni.

tapi......x apala. sy pun tdk tau apa sebenarnya dia mau.

my mood: sedih :(

anyway..to all HAPPY SUNDAY! GOD BLESS..:)

ces't moi..:)

so sekarang,sy sedang baring2 atas tilam saya.. ? bestt..hihi..sy suka caler dia..

buat saya suka tidur la ni..hahaha

klu sejuk boleh tdur dlm quilt yg tebal...

phew~~

p/s:1st picer taken when we're moving in into our new house.

its not easy as i thought it would be..

i really meant it..

its not easy as i think it would be. to disciplined ourself from PROCRASTINATION is not easy.

i have FOUR journal to hand in next week, but then haven't start anything. Lazy me !

ok i think i should not waste my time anymore..

>still manage to blogging -.-'

anyway, i'm sleepy already. why every time i want to start doing my assignment i feel sleepy ? (saya hairan) hha

dan saya sangat2 miss my family at sabah. hope they're doing fine.

o ya, disini saya minat mau buat pastry. mesti best kalau dapat belajar making pastry. then nanti balik Malaysia boleh buat untuk family..:) *wink2

o ya. saya juga risau dengan my friend onel. Sis are you alright ? i miss you and hope to be there for you.

i could be a good listener to you. you could cry on my shoulder if you want to. maybe i am not best at giving advices but i could share whatever you wanna share with me. don't worry. u'll never walk alone.

to may, mayy all the best di ipG yaa.. nnti cuti kita jumpa. lots to tell you darl.

ok la. its time to cleep. i miss u all..:)

nite my blog..

rosa

my new layout

waa..may cakap nice..tQ may..
ni pilihan random saya. nampak simple. tapi sy suka. lgipun match dengan katun gajah saya yg suka cakap welcome tu. hehehe..
anyway, satu ja la yang saya x berapa suka. rasa-rasanya, besar sangat tak tulisan di blog saya ni..? sy suka tulisan kecik2 juga...

ok sy baru ja ubah balik layout saya,,tgkla klu bertahan..:))
ok..sy dah terdelete mak jah(gajah) saya n box tuk comment..huhu..sedihnya..wawawa

>>recovering

visit from sista

today ada kakak datang gi rumah kmi..:) they come to visit us.
so happy dorang datang.
and what a surprise, bila sudah cerita2 tu..rupa-rupanya we got lots of thing in common especially interest, the way we view our life.
suka critical thinking kot. suka berfikir. apa2 saja yang terjadi dalam hidup, ada saja significant. they always fascinate me.

a sad day for me..go get some walk in the evening

a bit sad today..
my quiz is pass due..didn't really realize it..its my biggest lesson..
again i have to remind myself..
DO NOT PROCRASTINATE..

Again doing last minute is not good..again I've cross the line..and i'm at the brink !
how sad it is..yeah..pity me..:(

try to fit in..

i think its been a month i've been  here in Adelaide.
there are many things i need to keep up with. especially in study.
i think i'm the only one who take Arts here among my friends especially JPA Sponsored. and sometime being alone make me feel detached from my other friends. i was hoping that i could have friends who would go to uni with me and go back with me. but i know my dream will never come true. so i have to face the reality of being independent here and stop making excuses or being weak in every single obstacle that i face.
to be or not to be is all depends on me from now on.
yeah i did have my group mate in my maths class. thanks God they are brilliant in maths,so i could ask them to teach me more on topics that i'm not good at.
another thing is i tried to let my self free, and see people around especially international student. i would love to build up my confidence. and i want to brush up more my English. so by immersing my self in those group will force me to speak more. but in the mean time i know that i'm under learning process so i'll learn slowly.
but meeting all those people make me wonder,,what will i be in the future. you see, i've never dream of being abroad. and this is my first time. i did miss my family. and today i think my eyes got watery when Laure (new friend) ask me bout how things goes here..and she is very concerned and i am glad God let people comes in my life in such a way.
its been tough but i won't give up easily. this is just the beginning.
i still don't have group mate in development study and economics, but hopefully tomorrow i will find one. and i'll try to fit in with them. God lead me the way..