hi everyone!

Well hey!what's up?
I hope everyone is doing great. Me? Ou yeah..I'm good,fit as a fiddle..I'm in a pink of health. Alrite..too much idioms for a start. Haha..anyway..today I want to talk about what I did today.
Opss today I woke up late. I've finish reading one of the novel I bought yesterday. I went back home and straight reading it. Its been so long I didn't occupied my past time with reading books. I'm looking for Nora Robert books but failed to find any in the bookstore I went.

Then I take bath,eat my breakfast(my friend Ana cook today)..and it is superb. Tell you what,yesterday I cook to0..hha!(Boasting a bit,which is not good) hoho..ow..what crap am I talking about.
Hrm..then I do some blogwalking..then I remember I've clothes to wash. Then finish my laundry and continue blogging. So here I am. At last sitting on my bed.

Owh ya,I haven't fulfill my promise to write about my journey going here. Maybe later? And I was thinking too whether I should open one more blog as a fresh start. But is that would be a good idea? Coz having too much blog is kinda troublesome sometime. There's a lot of blog waiting to be updated with my story. And each blog have different story. Anyone could suggest me anything??-.-'

one of my favorite song...just wanna share..

this two are such a talented children....:))






Lyrics :
Abraham : Me dijiste que te ibas
y tus labios sonreían.
abraham: Mas tus ojos eran trozos del dolor.
No quise hablar,
solo al final te dije adiós,
solo adiós.

Caroline : Yo no se si fue el orgullo,
o a que cosa lo atribuyo.
Te deje partir sintiendo tanto amor.
Tal vez hacía falta solo un por favor
detente amor.
Uoooaaah

Abraham : No se, vivir si no es contigo,
no se, no tengo valor.
caroline : No se, vivir si no es contigo,
no se, no se ni quien soy.

Caroline: Desde el día que te fuiste,
tengo el alma mas que triste,
y mañana se muy bien
va a ser peor.

Abraham: Cómo olvidar ese mirar desolador.
Pero amor (aun queda amor, uhh).

Abraham: No se, vivir si no es contigo.
No se, no tengo valor.
Caroline: No se, vivir si no es contigo.
No se, no se ni quien soy.

Tous les deux : No se, vivir si no es contigo.
No se, no se ni quien soy.
No se, vivir si no es contigo.
No se, no se ni quien soy.

tout les deux : No se, vivir si no es contigo
No se, no se ni quien soy...

my new life at adelaide

Its been a week and 4 days I've been at adelaide. Situated at south australia,it is a great place to discover about new things..
I got direct flight..no transit to sydney..
Now I'm here. Thanks God for the lovely journey..
Lot of things happen. Really want to update my story. But till here for now. I'll update again later..:)

Anniversary.. 02.02..

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary...

celebrating anniversary for married people is common..
if couples? do we need to celebrate it?

i do think so..
because for me,i want the person knew how much i appreciate them, and how much i love them.

but our anniversary this year? hrmm... i was crying so hard last night..
i am helpless.. i cried all the way when we have long conversation.. i keep silent most of the time because i am listening to what he was about to say..

i realized something about our relationship..and it hurt me.. truly and deeply..
there is no solid foundation for both of us. at least he make me realized about it. because he said it himself..

hmm.. am i stupid?
for not realizing it for 2 years?

my faults? yeah. but i'm learning.

i'm sorry..i can't be perfect..

i should be happy right now..but its ok. i'm adjusting myself.
i am happy coz i'm leaving..

God guide me in this journey of my life..
help me to see things by me having open heart and open mind..

i was blind..now i can see..
i am weak but now i'm strong...

Thanks God..:)

struggle..

i guess i am going to miss my hometown..especially Ranau, Sabah
this past few days@week is very tough for me..
i have to rush here and there...sometime i forgot to eat my lunch..and sometime even forgot to rest for a while..can you imagine that?
i've been worrying this past few days..thinking whether i could or could not do this all..
everything seems to be impossible to do..every night i'd cry in my Pray asking God to walk with me in everything i do..in every step i take, asking God so that i will not worry about tomorrow, or what will happen later, what if and how if...
all those question keep circling in my head..make me feel dizzy and uncomfortable all day long..

i've been struggling..
seriously...i am..

i don't know why..seems to be easy for others..but maybe i am just over reacting..
other people releks ja pun..huu~

tomorrow is sunday...
I'm happy to meet the King of all King..
want to pour out my heart to HIM..

Need some wise wisdom and advise here..:(
huu~
nite all...

cheer up everyone..^^

hello...just wanna say..CHEER UP!!:)

there are days when we feel like our life is totally at the end..

we feel helpless and terribly devastated with misery..

there are days when we feel like giving up to something that we tried to hold on as long as our heart say so..

there are days when we want to go back to the olden days,when life is much happier and carefree..

less problem,less uncertainty,and less misery..

we could laugh,we could cry..again and again..

hoping that tomorrow we gonna be okay..

hoping that tomorrow we could face the world again..with open heart and open mind..

today may be the day that you dislike most

today may be the day that you like most

but tell you what, we could not avoid to let things happen,

we don't know if today is the worst day in your life

who knows if today is actually the luckiest day in your life..

this life is mystery right?

whatever happens in our life, don't regret it..

you sad,you happy 

you have food to eat for today,but you don't know tomorrow

don't regret a day in your life

don't let all the unnecessary things take away your dream and dignity..

because each day is meaningful..

So,live your life as if you're dying tomorrow

that is why when you do something, you do it with all your heart just like you're doing it for GOD..

whether you are working or studying..

be glad because we are given each new day to live our life

to see and receive God's blessing in our life..

look around and you will realize that none is yours..

material that you have,house,cars, cellphones,laptop,clothes,money,food

friends,family,couples,,all your life,your whole life,your world is not yours..

so why do we need to worry..

worrying did not help us to make things easier,

giving up will not solve our problem,

if we cry over a spill milk,we still could not turn the porridge to become rice again..

be strong,have faith..i keep saying this..

for God who is faithful will always walk beside us..

give your very best in everything you do..

that is just what we should do with our faith...

Grow your faith by walking with God..

you will see, that life is more than just a breath...

p/s: i love you all...

dedicated to my car_rush friends...

songs i wanna share..:)

as i browse back all my video..came across this two song..
i still like it soO much..
hope u enjoy as much as i enjoy listening to this song..
please,take your time to listen..:)

Tiada Ternilai (a True Worshippers "Glory to Glory" cover) [by Clara & Ariel]

DI HATI-MU TERUKIR NAMAKU
DI MATA-MU TERLUKIS WAJAHKU
BUKAN KAR’NA KUAT GAGAHKU
NAMUN HANYA KAR’NA KEMURAHAN-MU

MESKI TERKADANG AKU TERJATUH
TAK PERNAH LELAH KAU HAMPIRIKU
MEMELUKKU DENGAN CINTA-MU
BETAPA BESAR MULIA KASIH-MU

BAGI-MU TUHAN S’GALA PUJIAN
HORMAT KEMULIAAN
TIADA TERNILAI SALIB-MU TUHAN
SUNGGUH BERHARGA ENGKAU YESUS

Songwriter: Andre Hermanto

and also this song:

Hanyalah Dengan-Mu (a Yes! cover) [by Clara & Ariel]



Hanyalah Dengan-Mu 


Diri-Mu terindah 
Diri-Mu termanis 
Diri-Mu terindah yang pernah kutemui 


Andaikan Kau ada Selalu di dekatku 
Bersyukur tak pernah Kau tinggalkanku 
Hanyalah dengan-Mu Kurasakan cinta Di dalam hidupku 
Hanyalah dengan-Mu Hidupku berarti 
Tak bisa tanpa-Mu 
Kubutuh cinta-Mu Kubutuh hadir-Mu 
Di dalam hidupku 


bridge: 
Tak pernah tinggalkanku 
Itu janji-Mu 
Tak pernah tinggalkanku 
Aku percaya