As I reflect myself in these 7 months time, I noticed many changes,
not only the environment and the circumstances I faced, but also myself - inside
out. The inevitable changes, sometimes I wondered if I had learned something out
of it.
Though, many times I feel like time flies so fast, I’d realise
more and more that I am moving as well. Moving towards another phase in my
adult life, towards my dream and towards many possibilities that life could
offer.
But many of those moments, I also feel uncertain and afraid.
It is very discouraging to feel that way when deep inside my heart I look
forward to try or learn something new.
Many times I think I should wait to do something until I am
no longer afraid. Now I realized that if I did that, I’d probably accomplish
very little for God, for others, or even for myself.
For that I am thankful to be reminded. Through the story of
Abram, who obeyed God in spite of fear. So I also decided to put my fear aside
and do what God tells me to do.
Do what God wants me to do, even if I have to do it afraid! The
rewards of it are great.
1 comment:
I felt you. Not long ago before i finally decided to move away - I kept waiting and waiting for nothing. I just thought if i could wait a little more longer - my fears will go off. But the longer i waited - the more frustrated I am. It's hard to describe, but just put it this way - Trust to the Lord.
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