fuhh...
i'm tired..but not too tired..
i need sometime to freshen up again..
struggling to keep up this past few weeks..still trying..
i wanna say i'm tired and feel like drowning..
who said studying is easy? its hard..damn hard..especially for me here!
i want to shout out loud..its hard!!!!!
but again, i know that its not good to say things like that..beside..my responsibility!!
what a BIG word for me..the more i know it, the heavier i felt..!
i've been avoiding to some people around me..not my intention but feel alone and helpless, a wall was built..
i think its time to break it off..OFF!!
God give me strength to go through everything..suddenly everything seems to crush me down..
thanks God, eventhough some people might not understand what i go through right now, or some people might misunderstood me right now, God you alone know the best of me..
thank you for reminding me that i can put my hope in You..my tower and refuge..
God you are my safe harbour..
hmph..at the end of the day after pitying myself and struggling to solve my conflicting emotion, i realise that its just another problem solving question in my life. i just have to go through with it. God has the formula. i don't have to worry too much.
i have to move on..the end of my first sem is coming soon. i better make the very best. sec sem is waiting.. more things to learn.. more things to experience. more things to discover..
p/s:biasala tu mengeluh sekali dua kala. yg penting bila tersedar, quickly go back to the track..terus ja jalan..nda lama lagi sampai juga di destinasi..:)
2 comments:
besa la 2 rs penat, susa etc. don't feel guilty for having those feeling. yg pntg kita still try do our best in things that we do :)
huhu..
ya..i'll try my best :)
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